Being Single is (NOT) easy!

almost a year I stand up as a happy, bright and shiny single girl.
most of you, who have been single the rest of your life (oh maygat!) or longer than me must be saying that I'am too much talking about my single life. But I'm not!

Oh really! I'm not complain for being single, but believe me, people around me complaining about Me being Single! What the hell???

Being single in your productive age is not easy. People are paying attention about who you talking to, what you do in saturday night even the guy who walked with you this morning. Once, I've been watching a movie in cinema with a guy and one of my friends saw us. In the next day, I have to faced couriousity of people, they would never stop to asked "who is this guy, Lhya???" or "oh maigat. You owe me the whole story!"

Gosh!
Believe me people, I absolutely would like to be with someone. But only, ONLY if I found a man who could understand me, my habit, my passion and my crazyness.

I love going to the Zoo in Sunday or in quiet day, so I could heard the birds sing

I hope someday I could bottled the scent of the rain, the wet soil

I don't want a simple, happy, boring life. I want an adventure

for years, I've been living all alone. I don't need someone to tell me what to do but someone who stand for me

I am an Idealistic who claimed as a Liberalis

I believe in Fairy tale, I believe good things happen to good people and bad people goes to hell

I am a planer, I love planing my future. But in my plan, a prince charming with a white horse is not included

I saw things differently, I had my own perspective

Now tell me, if you know somebody on earth who could deal with this kind of freak girl?!
This is my fafourite ballade from a song 'The Only Exception':

'Maybe I know, somewhere deep in my soul That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone or keep a straight face'

'And I've always lived like this Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk'

*by the way, I recently read an article written by my senior. It's queit good, http://www.facebook.com/notes/freddy-joenoes/men-men-and-men/422784964826